The Noble Wife....Proverbs 31

Sometimes life gets so busy, complicated and days and weeks pass by and I sometimes ask myself, am I being a good wife, a wife that God wants me to be? I know I try everyday to do my best to be a great mom and wife but some days when I am just drained I feel like I have only given it 50%. As I was reading the bible the other day I came across this passage in Proverbs 31 (I picked out the verses that I felt applied to my life, or that I should at least live up to).

An excellent wife who can find?
She is far more precious than jewels.

The heart of her husband trusts in her,

and he will have no lack of gain.

She does him good and not harm

all the days of her life.

She seeks wool and flax

and works with willing hands.

She rises while it is yet night

and provides food for her household.

She dresses herself with strength

and makes her arms strong.

Her lamp does not go out at night.

Strength and dignity are her clothing

and she laughs at the time to come.

She opens her mouth with wisdom

and the teaching of kindness is on her tongue.

Her children rise up and call her blessed,

her husband also and he praises her.

Many women have done excellently,

But you surpass them all.

Charm is deceitful and beauty is vain,

but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised.

Give her of the fruit of her hands,

and let her works praise her in the gates.

I am going to write this on a small index card and always keep it with me, to remind me of the wife God has chosen me to be. I hope these verses will touch other wives as well. God chose me to be Saul's wife and I pray every day that I live up to these expectations.

Happy 3rd Birthday my little Princess Taelor

Happy 3rd Birthday!

On December 31 Taelor turned 3 and right before my own eyes she seams to be growing up in a flash. I can remember after a year and a half of "trying" for a baby how excited, I mean overjoyed we were to find out we were pregnant. That was nearly over 3 1/2 years ago and still it only seems like it was yesterday. It only seems like not too long ago we were just new parents bringing in the New Year of 2007 in the hospital with our new bundle of joy.

I didn't know how much a child could bring so much joy and love into your heart until I had a child of my own. Taelor, you have been an amazing little girl who brightens my life everyday. You are growing into such a wonderful, sweet, beautiful, and thoughtful girl. As I look back on this past year you have grown in so many ways. We started the year with the "wonderful twos" and boy some days it was a great big challenge. Lots of time outs were given but you sure learned quick on how to be a good little girl. You gave up your binkie and was potty trained all in the same week. Your vocabulary changed from a few words to full conversations and I am blow away at some of the conversations we have. You have learned so much over this last year from talking to pretend play, you learned your shapes and colors and how to draw them, you learned to count to 10 and your ABC's, you learned how to sing songs, how to dance and twirl, how to dress and undress yourself, you were potty trained a little after you turned 2, you learned how to adapt to change and you did so well at it, you have learned to be polite by always saying please and thank you, you say "I love you mommy" with a great big hug when mommy most needs it, and most of all you have learned about God and how much He loves you! There are so many other things this year has brought into your life but those are just a few that stick out in my mind.

Taelor you are a little girl with so much ambition in life, you are headstrong (sometimes a little too much), you take charge and always want to be in charge in whatever you do, your neat and tidy (like your dad), you like things done your way, you are sensitive and loving, especially to your brother. You have a kind heart and your sweet little words always amaze me, the mind of a 3 year old just amazes me. You are still a bit timid but you come out of your shell when you are comfortable, you listen well most days but like any other 3 year old you have some bad days, you love to color and read books, sing songs and dance. You love to be a "little mommy" to all your dolls (and sometimes to your brother). Your little stubborn attitude shows sometimes, but usually gets overshadowed by your kind ways, you have a deep voice that makes me smile every time you talk, you always want mommy around and you are still my little shadow. You love to pretend play and make us dinner and go shopping (mostly to Target). Dressing up is a must with you, tiaras, wands and princess dresses it is so cute to watch. You just started getting into Barbies and I love the imagination you have. But most of all you have learned about God and how to pray (as much as a 3 yr old can), you love going to Sunday School and seeing the joy on your face is priceless. You have so many cute ways about you, too many that I would be here forever writing. I look forward to all the new things you do in your 3's!

My dearest Taelor, I love you so much, you are not only a joy to be around but a blessing to mommy and daddy. We have been so overwhelmed with so much love since you have been born. You have a sensitive side of you that I hope will stay with you forever. You have a heart of gold that I know will always lead you in the right direction in life. The naiveness of a 3 year old is very enduring and I hope this remains with you for as long as your little heart lets it. You have made me a proud mom, your a loving daughter and a loving sister. Seeing you with Ethan melts my heart. I hope you will always be there for him as you are now and that the two of you will remain as close as you are now. He loves you so much, your his "sissy". I hope you can always see the good in everyone and that you will touch someones life everywhere you go. Always remember to pray and put God first in your life and to teach others about Him. You are a gift from above and I never take that for granted. Each day you do something that amazes me, the things you say, the way you move, even your actions, I soak it all in and I hope to never loose these wonderful memories that are stamped in my heart. I hope as the years go on that we always remain close and that you know I will always be here for you. Life is not easy, but I hope you will always get the best given to you, not through material things but through richer things such as love and kindness from others. You deserve only the best and I will pray for all the wondeful journeys God has in store for you. I look forward to the next year of your life and to see what God has planned for you. This year will be another year of learning, I have great big dreams and hopes for you this year. I pray that God will protect you and guide in and will always be with you every step of your next year. I love you more than you will ever know my little 3 year old! Dream big dreams and always reach for the stars my little princess! Happy Birthday, I am proud of the little girl you have become.

I Love You,

Mommy

Christmas 2009

Christmas is my most favorite time of the year, I love this season and I love the true meaning of Christmas and that we celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ. I love that I can teach this to my children and let them know that Christmas isn't just about the presents. I have taught my children (or at least tried to explain to 2 toddlers) about giving gifts and the thought that goes behind it. This year has to be the Christmas I have ever had. Seeing the excitement and joy through the eyes of a 3 year old and almost 2 year old was priceless. The month leading up to Christmas was so fun for me, explaining what Christmas was all about, showing them lights on all the houses, decorating our tree, singing Christmas songs, seeing Santa, baking, and the best of all, just being able to share this season with my greatest gifts off all, my two children and loving husband.

As much as I enjoy this season and time of year, Christmas really did come and go for us, moving in December is really not a good idea when you want to enjoy the whole month, but we did the best we could. I was so last minute on gifts and wrapping and was shopping up until Christmas Eve, but I did it and everyone loved their gifts. The weekend before Christmas my parents had their annual Christmas party which I love so much because I get to see all of my crazy, loving, loud family and we all love getting together. Then Christmas Eve we went to my parents house for good ol' homemadeTamales (and yes of course my mom caters to me and makes me chile and cheese ones) and they were oh so good! I look forward to them every year. The little kids this year were so cute to watch, and they really all do love each other so much. We were there until midnight so "Santa" was up late wrapping last minute gifts and needless to say didn't get to bed until 2am and was up at 7:30am! But it was so worth it.

Christmas morning was like heaven for the kids and for us to see the joy on their faces, Santa left their stockings on the end of their beds so they were very excited to know he came even before they got out of bed. Taelor's face was filled with so much surprise and excitement when she saw all the presents under the tree, Ethan on the other hand was a bit tired and cranky but sure perked up when he saw his little bike! Our morning was relaxing, and so much fun. Taelor was excited about her princess blanket and her Barbie "laptop". Out of all the presents, Ethan loved his bike and his trash truck, once he opened that he wanted nothing else to do with the rest of the presents, it took him about an hour to get around to his other presents, so trash truck comes along with us everywhere even to bed. The rest of our day was spent lounging around the house until mid afternoon and then headed to Gamma's house for dinner. It was sooo good and the English trifle and plum pudding was SO delicious! I really have a lot to live up too as my mother in law is the best cook and baker!

As the holiday season nears to an end I look to the New Year ahead I look with my head held high and with new hopes, dreams and aspirations for my family in 2010. I look forward to new beginnings and will say good bye to 2009 with a tear in my eye. I hope everyone had a wonderful, joyous and peaceful Christmas.

Maybe I am just like my mom

This past weekend I was at my parent's Christmas party and was chatting to everyone as I always do and when I got to my dad's cousins Art and Lucille they were both so in shock of how much I reminded them of my mom. They said my mannerism, the way I spoke, my hand gestures, everything, was just like my mom. I loved it, for a moment I felt like I WAS my mom.

The past few weeks a few people have made mention of my mom and it always hits me this time of year, she passed away on December 2, 1979, at the young age of 36. I can't even imagine that Christmas for my dad and sisters, it was probably the hardest and difficult time, but it always reminds me of her, reminds me of the wonderful person she was and that she left such a lasting footprint on every ones life. As I near the age she was, I feel that many are being reminded of her and her radiant ways, and it makes me happy to know that her spirit lives through me and that she is always a part of me. Thank you Art and Lucille for saying that I am my mom, it touched me more than you will know. I can only hope that I am half the woman and wife that she was.

A birthday party for Taelor.....

As I was walking down the stairs I could hear Taelor's sweet little voice singing happy birthday, as I walked into her room she had all her dolls and stuffed animals sitting side by side on her bed, she had put ribbon along the dressers and some other "stuff" lined up on the floor and she was happily singing away to herself. I asked what she was doing and she said "it's a birthday party, for ME!" Too cute that I forgot to even get out the camera to take a picture but instead I just joined in on her birthday celebration.....that is until Ethan came running through the door and moved everything out of place. I love the imagination of a 3 year old and the fact that she knows her birthday is next week on New Year's Eve! I love you sweetie.

Good bye Ladera....and hello Woodbury

I am very sad but yet happy that we have said good bye to Ladera Ranch and we have moved on to Woodbury, Irvine. Ladera Ranch has been our home for the last 5 1/2 years but God has bigger and better plans for us in 2010 and has found us a great townhouse in Woodbury, Irvine. We moved last weekend, and boy was it a move (really should have hired movers this time). But we are in with boxes stacked up in the garage and we have made our cute place a home again. we absolutely love our new place, it is closer to my work, closer to Gamma (which she and we really love), and is walking distance to a Starbucks and Trader Joes, just that is heaven for me!

Moving out of Ladera Ranch has not quite hit me yet but I have many friends that are there and have made many fond memories there, but it is not far and I know I will still go back to visit the waterpark during summer! We are looking forward to 2010, for a new season in life for us on many different levels. As we enter this new season I pray for contentment, for support and for love from God and as we have been through many tough times this year, I know God can move mountains and He has for us, He has just put us on a different mountain for this chapter in our lives. We look forward to our new lives in Irvine as we settle in and make our selves at home.

Thanksgiving

Thanksgiving has come and gone and I wanted to write down a few things that I have been so thankful for this year:

• My family- husband, kids who always love me for who I am and support me in all I do, for my kids who run to me and say "MOMMY" as I walk through the door
• My friends- couldn't live without them, they are always willing to lend an ear for listening and a shoulder to cry on when I most need it
• My job- even though I would love to be at home more I am thankful for my job that I have been at for almost 11 years!
• Church- I love all the wonderful people at my church and I am so thankful for having them in my life, they have all made me a stronger person
• Struggles/challenges- I know this may sound wierd but I feel that this year I am so thankful for all the struggles and challenges we have had to face this year, it has made us stronger and we can all learn from the different paths that we walk down in life
• My family's health- even though I live with a heart condition I am so thankful that I am still a healthy person and that my family is healthy too
• Love- from my family and loving on others, this is really priceless
• Long talks with my hubby
• When Taelor and Ethan say "I love you mommy", so thankful that I can hear those words come out of thier mouths
• God and Faith- my most important thing I am thankful for!!! If it wasn't for faith I really do not know how we could have gotten past many challenges this year! He really can move mountains and I am so thankful for Him!

There are so many more things I am thankful for but I would go on for days, these are just a few that came to mind first.

I hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving, we did. It was one of our best, kids are at the age where they can both feed themselves and can actually sit throuh a dinner without too much of a fuss. We had only one place to go on the day of (my parents did it on Sunday), so that was a treat in itself. Taelor and I watched the Macy's Thanksgiving Day parade and she loved it. I am so happy to start the rest of the holiday season and for Christmas to be here and for my baby's girls birthday on New Year's Eve!

Sandwhich Thins

I love these new Oroweat Sandwich Thins bread. They are great tasting and good for you. They have only 100 calories, 5g fiber, and 1g fat. My friend at work started bringing these for lunch and loved them, so I went to Costco which sells a pack of 16 for around $4.50 (I think or somewhere around there). The great thing about these is that my kids LOVE them. I also have used them for burger buns and it was so much better than regular buns. They may be thin but they are filling and they come in 3 flavors, mulitgrain, honey wheat and whole wheat. Try them you will love them.

Sweet things....

It's the little things that come out of a toddlers mouth that sometimes make you melt. Taelor looked at Ethan and said "Your so handsome little dude". I thought it was too cute. She loves him so much and she is always saying sweet things to him, whether it be that she is comforting him while he is crying or just giving him a hug when he needs it (or at least when she thinks he needs it). I hope these two remain close as they grow up and that they are always there for each other. I love seeing the two of them together (even though sometimes it's not so happy go lucky)!

Big girl bed for Taelor

My little girl has graduated to a big girl bed! She was so excited to have daddy "make" her "new" bed. Taelor was ready to be out of her bed but we were going through a rough month of her "stalling" on the bedtime, so we made her a deal, when she could prove to us that she is ready for a bed then she can earn stars and get the bed. So she earned them, and it has been 3 nights now and she has been great going to bed. She hasn't even woken up to go potty in the middle of the night so mommy is actually getting some rest around here! I am not holding my breath on this one though because I am sure this will end soon, but I hope not. I am so proud of my little Binkie, she is growing into such a "big" girl. I love her so much but I feel that the baby in her is slowly slipping away and it makes me sad but I know in my heart she will always be my little girl. Night night Boo, we love you!